The first day of the rest of my life

Well I have finally managed to create another blog.... hmmm well how long will it last? Any bets anyone?? No please dont as I may not manage it!!

I did some cycling at the weekend. may not be much to most people but to me it is something to shout about.... And my legs and small bottom felt the pain of it all. I did enjoy it though and that is a major thing. I know I have to lose some weight but sometimes I just dont care.. It is other people that make me feel bad about myself. I know I shouldn't let it affect me but it does and they know it does. What they dont realise is the more they have a go or make a "fun comment" it makes me want to reach for the chocolate so in the end they are not helping at all.

I have started putting things on EBAY. Yes I am clearing out my wardrobe and Charlottes. To be fair she doesn't have alot that I could sell but she did have some Next and M&S bits that went on there. She doesn't wear skirts that often not even to school. I told her that I would go through her room and sell everything... Would try and sell her but wouldn't get alot and then they may want a refund.

My studying is starting again this week as I have my exam (3rd time) in November and I want to pass this time... I really do. I bought myself some new books so it would seem different and be worded different ! Anything is worth a go right... In between studying and Ebaying I want to scrap some more.

Malcolm and I went to Kenya 6 weeks ago and I want to scrap the hundreds of photos I printed off. It comes nowhere close to the number he actually took even when whittled down to the keepers. In between everything else I also have to be a mum to Charlotte, well a better one than I am and a partner girlfriend to Malcolm. How do I fit it all in... I dont know but I guess I do somehow...

Anyway short and sweet but I will try and write every day or if not every other day!